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Sometimes I cut food from my diet so that I can consume words and images. They are so much more filling than food. When I only want to eat from boredom I will try to create words of my own that dance on the paper like falling leaves and I attempt to put the images in my mind onto a piece of snow colored paper to show the word my thoughts. That usually satisfies me, taking away the urge to consume material things to fill the time. When I am starving, though, dying for sustenance, I will look to the works of others and drink them in like a humming bird drinks from the fairest flower or devour them in the way the black bears only choose the sweetest raspberries. This fills my stomach, keeping the beast from growling and keeping me alive for another day. The laws of my human body say that I cannot go on like this for long, but the art is so satisfying to my soul that I no longer care for the rules and restrictions of my flesh. I ignore the way my ribs protrude now, since I've stopped putting food into my system, how my pants now require belts because I only ingest words and pictures. I don't notice how the knobs of my spine can be counted due to my malnourishment, the boniness of my knees and elbows don't worry me anymore because the stories and images stun me too much. People comment on the sunken nature of my eyes, but I tell them that they shouldn't worry, I'm perfectly fine because I am fed by art, the things I create and the pieces that I guzzle like glasses of clean water or suck on like peppermint candies. Yes, some artwork is meant to be taken in before a moment is up, but others are meant to be slowly absorbed and thought on.
Sometimes I cut food from my diet so that I can consume words and images. They are more filling than food.
Sometimes I cut food from my diet so that I can consume words and images. They are more filling than food.
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36 - enough excuses
Insecurities
Attempt to keep me from being
My best version of myself
Can't, won't, will try but most likely fail - is the discourse I had
And you reinforced to keep me from sur-
Passing you in anything at all, belittling
Any of my few achievements
Blaming me for your own short-comings
Leading me to think I could not
Exist without you
Yet
I
am
capable
of more than you ever allowed me to believe
'Cause without you I can actually breathe
Literature
6 Words: Post-it's
Post-it's everywhere; organization is so tacky.
Literature
Forging Foundations
there is part of me that knows these walls
in the same ways I know
unrequited was the dream I used to tie my strings to,
unrequited was the hope I used to fill myself up,
unrequited is just a word I used to be friends with
because you've crooked your fingers
into the hooks of my jeans
and you've hooked my heart,
dangling, a stranger to safety
learning how to let someone lead--
there is a piece of me that fears these feelings
like I fear insects that sting, like I fear wildfires that rage,
like I fear porcelain dolls
with cracked faces and scarred chests
because so far in this life,
all the beautiful things I've ever held
have come to me brok
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This has some stunning imagery in it. And the repetition in the last line really brings everything home. This is wonderful.